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Maybe The Saddest Thing

by Olivia Mainville & The Aquatic Troupe

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1.
Qualities 03:06
I know I have a lot of qualities My ma' she says i'm special I don't need all of these Life love, love life They don't mean a thing I say I play the field but i'm still waiting hopelessly And all that I want to say to you All that I hope in which is true All that I want to say to you is I hope that you're not like me too I know I walk through people like a door Though I was seventeen, I'm older, I know more My pa', he don't mind not a bit Says he plays the field, but he thinks i'm always lit And all that I want to say to you All that I hope in which is true All that I want to say to you is I hope that you're not like me too
2.
Things were said but taken back but it don't matter anyways Lost in sound makes muted wounds but I can choose when to fade away It's back and forth like a bipolar force, these blue spots, they come and go But I can't leave I think she needs me, plus i'm not old enough to be on my own But why won't someone save me, my face is turning black and blue Lost without my savings maybe it's the best that I can do (x2) Things were said but taken back but it don't matter anyways Lost in sound makes muted wounds but I can choose when to fade away It's back and forth like a bipolar force, these blue spots, they come and go But I can't leave I think she needs me, plus i'm not old enough to be on my own But why won't someone save me, my face is turning black and blue Lost without my savings maybe it's the best that I can do (x2)
3.
Are you gonna go or are you gonna stay? Please make up your mind, oh it's gettin' kind of late And if you're wondering if I have something to say Well honestly, i'd like to do this some other day But I find it so hard to be loving when there's just nothing I want to be close to you but i'm a bad actor too I lost it all within a week there's nothing here no old stories I want to be with someone who will show me what I never knew I know that you have a lot on your plate so please don't be like me and cancel all our dates I see you once a month and you sure know how to play Maybe that is why I haven't thought to run away But I find it so hard to be loving when there's just nothing I want to be close to you but i'm a bad actor too I lost it all within a week there's nothing here no old stories I want to be with someone who will show me what I never knew
4.
How can we all live when the air is thinning out Words, they spread like wildfire I think without a doubt So now the city's burning, marked with but one name You've heard it many times before, they say it every day Back to the beginning where she had her family Her love stretched to the ocean as strange as that may be And I need time to love again, that's what she said (x2) She was content, as happy as could be But then she got a letter and her man, he had to leave Filled with grief and sorrow, completely lost her mind They had resented her, she reeked of smoke and wine She changed almost completely sold her soul to lies Says love comes in a single form and claims that hers had died She's right, she died in her heart but not her mind (x2) How can she live when her air is thinning out Hate, it spreads like wildfire, she knows without a doubt So now her city's burning, marked with but one name She's heard it many times before she loved him every day And I need time to love again, that's what she said (x2)
5.
When the gears start turning and the left starts learning It sneak out the right And I lose everything that comes to mind There's a mawkish taste to your osculate, it's sick and it's cold And now all I am is an ignorable soul Yes, I know i'm choosy but at least i'm not a floozy, that's for sure I know it seems i'm hazy but that's just me being lazy, i'm sorry dear (x2) When the gears start turning and the left starts learning It sneak out the right And I lose everything that comes to mind There's a mawkish taste to your osculate, it's sick and it's cold And now all I am is an ignorable soul Yes, I know i'm choosy but at least i'm not a floozy, that's for sure I know it seems i'm hazy but that's just me being lazy, i'm sorry dear (x2) When the gears start turning and the left starts learning It sneak out the right And I lose everything that comes to mind There's a mawkish taste to your osculate, it's sick and it's cold And now all I am is an ignorable soul Yes, I know i'm choosy but at least i'm not a floozy, that's for sure I know it seems i'm hazy but that's just me being lazy, i'm sorry dear (x2)
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I found my moms old notes with airy fairy thoughts Although they're five years old, that's what she was taught She mentioned her past lives, she wrote what she had seen And when I asked her why this is what she tells me You don't know who, you don't know who You don't know who you are til' you fall apart With blueprints from your dominees commercial art Lock all your love, play lord and lay down the law But giving up control may be all you know Maybe in the end it's all that you know (x4) When the mind becomes the self labeled on her bookshelf Her new polished off rocks, she swears she hears them talk They mention her past lives maybe the saddest thing And when I asked her why, this is what she tells me You don't know who, you dont know who You don't know who you are til' you fall apart With blueprints from your dominees commercial art Lock all your love, play lord and lay down the law But giving up control may be all you know You don't know who you are til' you fall apart (x6) I'm giving up control (x4) Maybe in the end it's all that you know (x4)
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What's more embarrassing to say than your girlfriends a loser Oh this is true sir, and that is who I am What's more embarrassing to say than your girlfriends an addict She's a fanatic and that is who she is painted down in his life where she's still And still I wonder why you gave your heart to her she doesn't even try but she's not like me for sure I'll give you all I got, my mind and my cello Just for what it's like for a suitable fellow (x3) What's more embarrassing to say than your girlfriends a boozer Oh this is true sir and that is who she is What's more embarrassing to say than your girlfriends a hoser Oh but you chose her and that is who I am but I don't give a damn, so please don't call me And still I wonder why you gave your heart to her she doesn't even try but she's not like me for sure I'll give you all I got, my mind and my cello Just for what it's like for a suitable fellow (x3)
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Turbulence 03:57
So I searched into my heart, I picked it out tore it apart for you Is that what you wanted me to do I check again and again disappointing to see nothing when I thought I thought we hit it off When I thought, I thought we hit it off But Whats in your fire too if my thoughts just consist of you What's in your fire too if your thoughts just consist of me So I searched into my heart, I picked it out tore it apart for you Is that what you wanted me to do I check again and again disappointing to see nothing when I thought I thought we hit it off When I thought, I thought we hit it off But Whats in your fire too if my thoughts just consist of you What's in your fire too if your thoughts just consist of me But don't get me wrong, I think about a lot I have places I left inside Don't get me wrong, I lose a lot of thought I have places i left behind (x2) There's tremendous turbulence on the surface so call me from your hydrophone In musky waters, he's your father Do the creatures under water have bones (x2) So I searched into my heart, I picked it out tore it apart for you Is that what you wanted me to do I check again and again disappointing to see nothing when I thought I thought we hit it off When I thought, I thought we hit it off
9.
Meryl Streep movies, porcelain roosters daisies cooking dinner logically in favor of a daily bike ride to my buddy jon's finding grids and scatter plots Every road I choose to walk are filled with carnival roadblocks I was in the movies, im the one that always cries It's possibly the saddest thing, i'm claimed from strange bloodlines it's right beneath my tongue now, it's not a normal thing But on any given day i'm the one that goes hungry Bye Bye Bennie, lost a penny when you died And I feel like I lost my teeth And yes sometimes it gets a little hard to eat But my face and my hands are only Meryl Streep movies, porcelain roosters daisies cooking dinner logically in favor of a daily bike ride to my buddy jon's finding grids and scatter plots Every road I choose to walk are filled with carnival roadblocks I was in the movies, im the one that always cries It's possibly the saddest thing, i'm claimed from strange bloodlines it's right beneath my tongue now, it's not a normal thing But on any given day i'm the one that goes hungry And it may be the saddest thing you've heard I've heard sadder It make be the weirdest thing you've seen I've seen stranger (x2) Bye Bye Bennie, lost a penny when you died And I feel like I lost my week But it doesn't really make a difference to me But my face and my hands are only Meryl Streep movies, porcelain roosters daisies cooking dinner logically in favor of a daily bike ride to my buddy jon's finding grids and scatter plots Every road I choose to walk are filled with carnival roadblocks
10.
A little odd a little strange i’m just mentally deranged a little strange somewhat unique i stand on my hands not my feet somewhat confused a little sad but that’s okay if you’re me they’ll lock you in they’ll say its law and all you have to say is Je ne sais pas always lost and slightly mad but you did nothing to me my farthest nerve that’s from my hand i feel when i walk with my feet somewhat confused a little sad but that’s okay if you’re me they’ll lock you in they’ll say its law and all you have to say is Je ne sais pas(x4) Oui monsieur my brain is falling apart like a flightless bird now it just got hit by a dart always lost and slightly mad but you did nothing to me my farthest nerve that’s from my hand i feel when i walk with my feet somewhat confused a little sad but that’s okay if you’re me they’ll lock you in they’ll say its law and all you have to say is Je ne sais pas (x5) (I stand alone, further from home (x4))
11.
I wanna write a song I feel good about in the long run I wanna write a song but I don't know what to do when its done I wanna see that guy that I saw a couple weeks ago I wanna see if he will write with me because people talk and people say People talk and people say that everything will go one way (x2) I wanna feel the way that I felt when you cradled me I wanna feel the warmth and the lack of company I wanna see that guy that I saw a couple weeks ago I wanna see if he will write with me because people talk and people say People talk and people say that everything will go one way (x2) I cut my finger on a little string, I bled to death and rolled out of bed I found my old poetry wrapped in my old dirty sheets (x2)

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released December 10, 2015

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